wow~holiday dy~open schol thn wan PMR liao~
scare nia lo~bt i wil try my best 2 do~
now start i wan change my style~
wat i wan 2 do i wil do it~wont care conclusion is hw~
alway start 2 study i wil no tat mood dy~wil think many many bor d thing~
wat i wan 2 do oso cant~haiz~
i wil think if my PMR result out vy cham i wil hw~
my future wil how~
bt whn i real wan study hard tis all question wil in my mind~
i dowan go think oso cant~
yesterday nite talk til vy late wif my dar~
he let me understand many many things~
let me dare 2 do wat i wan 2 do~
i promiss he will dare 2 do all i wan d~wont cause"scare"thn no dare do le~
we talk til vy long bt same while nia~
yesterday he "kai tao"le me~
in my life "scare"tis word disturb le me many many thing~
on my study,relationship oso same~
i love he bt cause "scare"tis word let me din trust him~
cause i scare one day he wil lie me,leave me,all juz a dream~
i scare if lai tat i lose jor~i cant accept it~
so i choose 2 逃避~din believe him oso din believe myself~
i noe he love me~i gt try 2 believe it~bt alway cause something~
thn i wil thnk all negative wan~so i alway choose 2 treat it like a joke~
after yesterday talk~i juz noe he love me more thn i noe it~
juz me alway no try 2 feel it~
i wil try my best 2 put all 100% love on he~
i dowan we cause tis problem thn give up~
thx he "ti liang"me~
in tis 2month++~
i feel vy happy~
no regret love u~
althought we sometime will alway quarrel~
bt now we less le~we wil let lai let ki~
i believe time can let it change all~
we wil slow slow more understand each~jiayou~muckzz
i wil try my best in my PMR~
wont let my dar,family disappointed~
i wil less online liao~focus on my study dy~
pmr i wont scare uuuuuuuuuu~
i can win it~i wil take god result wan~
jiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa youuuuuuuuu~
dar oso muz study hard liao~next year SPM lo~
gambateh~
we jia you 2gether ya^^
wish we alway stay happy~~~
