JIMUI

my lovely jimui ah yun~

don sad already~

cheer up!!

don cause him n sad~

u must happy everyday~

we 4 jimui n promiss each cant unhappy dy?

we nt say if who unhappy muz gv other jimui slap?

u forget all izit?

don unhappy dy~

i noe your feeling~

but we now need do is study hard~

don go think tat dy~

u don forget u still gt us!

minnie kua..xiao e eimiko..n irene tan tis 3 ji mui yet!

we will alway beside you!

we will alway love u!

u must alway remember it!

is u told me don cause a boy sad so u oso!

i can do it u oso can~

jia you!cheer up fren!

GAMBATEH!

we will alway support you!

MINNIE KUA!

u oso must alway happy!

althought i nt very support u accept the 2 boy u confusing now~

but whatever u choose whick 1 just u happy thn i will support u too~

but if wan choose tat boy u love n he love u tooo~

think clearly before u choose~

i don hope my ji mui sad again!xD

jia you lah yah~

IRENE TAN

u now no what i worry d~

cause u gt 1 vy love you boyfriend~

so u can say now vy happy bt don hope u unhappy too yah~xD

bt u now just need study hard too~

we jia you together yah~xD

we 4jimui cant unhappy dy yah~

i can do it u all oso can!

so now start gt what must say out~

don keep in heart yah!

we r best fren forever yah!!!

love u all~muckzzzzzzzzzzzz

single life {1 month}

好久没写部落格了～

时间也过得很快～

感觉就像昨天才发生～

藕和他在一个月前的今天结束了～

藕一直努力的挽回~

但最后还是选择了放手～

一开始以为自己可以很大方的让他走～

但才知道原来自己做不到～

藕没有哪个勇气接受他不再爱藕～

但那是事实～

藕一定要接受～

藕的姐妹一直陪藕～

藕一直都很相信他会一直爱藕～

他让藕相信了～

藕从来没想过他答应藕的承诺会没做到～

他是第一个让藕觉得和其他男人不一样的男生～

所以藕一直都很相信他～

相信他会一直实现他的承诺～

但最终是藕太天真了～

男人说的只是骗女人而已～

他伤了藕很深很深～

刚开始藕每天只要想起心就很痛～

藕参加了camp在学校～

原本是为了不要让自己在家想他·～

但一进学校的第一天藕的心情很不好～

一直想回家～

因为只要看见曾经和他走过的每个角落就会让藕想起曾经甜蜜的我们～

我要忘了他～

但在哪像是折磨我一样～

只要想起心真的很痛～

从来都没试过会那么痛～

真的很恨他让偶相信了他但最终他失诺了～

他永远都不会知道他伤害了一个深爱他的女人有多深～

还记的第一晚～藕真的不知道该怎么办～

就信息了minnie kua~

她和藕说了很多～

心情也比较好了～

隔一天藕不让自己去想他了～

所以慢慢的在那玩的很开心～

姐妹们一直叫藕放弃了～

因为他不值得～

如果他是爱我就不会伤害了藕～

藕知道偶也想忘了他～

但不知为什么还是忘不了！！

在这假期一直陪藕的是藕的3姐妹和raymond chew~

他们让藕慢慢的走出了这个伤～

在假期里raymond chew 一直安慰藕～

他说了很多～

最后藕真的慢慢的忘了他～

一个男孩如果真的爱一个女孩，他一定会回来召回女孩

但他不再爱藕，所以无论藕有多难过他还是走了

所以藕不可在为了一个不爱藕的男人而难过了

因为他不值得！～

藕很了解他～

只要他决定了没有人可以改变他～

他可以很狠的做了他的决定～

只要他不爱一个女孩了～

无论那女孩伤得多深他一样不会心软～

曾经藕在他心里～

他也曾经深爱过藕～

但是藕不会珍惜让他走了～

所以藕不能怪任何人～

只能说是报应～

偶相信了～

曾经藕伤害了深爱我的人～

从来不知道原来深爱一个人的感觉是怎样～

所以伤害了爱我的人～

所以现在藕知道了～

原来爱一个人是这样～

现在藕被藕最深爱的伤害了～

知道那个痛了～

所以藕不再欠爱情了~

别人的痛藕一次彻底的还完了～

这一次真的彻底的痛了！

谢谢他曾经给过藕他的爱～

还有给藕留下美好的回忆～

藕不再在乎了～

藕会当这是一场梦～

那一切只是回忆～

是他让藕知道了什么是真爱～

也让藕知到爱情藕玩不起～

藕不会在伤害别人对藕的感情～

但藕累了～

爱情现在不适合藕～

藕需要时间来疗伤～

但心里一旦出现了疤痕永远也不会在完美了～

藕现在只希望在学校不要看见他～

不要让偶想起他～

那么藕的生活还是一样～

就像藕的生活从来没这个人出现过～

慢慢的藕习惯了现在的生活～

只想好好读书～

不再去谈爱情了～

除非有让藕可以相信的对象～

只能说不要太相信爱情～

越相信只会让自己跌得越深～

藕会很细心的选择下一个对象～

不会让自己再受伤了～

偶也不会再去干扰他的生活～

也不会再在乎他的一切～

藕相信藕可以做到的～

他只是藕曾经爱过的男人而已～

藕太了解他了～

所以藕知道他不会再在乎藕～

所以藕和他彻底的结束了～

失去了他藕还是一样可以很好～

也不会因为他而不再接受别的男人～

一切都需要时间～

现在的藕会一直努力读书～

不要再去想着一些了～

藕的目标是spm考好那么藕会去新加坡了～

加油！呵呵～

谢谢藕的姐妹minnie kuo ,irene tan.ah yunn~

谢谢你们的陪伴～

让藕知道藕失去藕爱的人但藕还有爱藕的人～

藕的生活最珍贵的是亲情和友情～

还有raymond chew谢谢你～

你也帮了藕不少忙～

和藕的best gor~ah boom~xD

谢谢你一直和藕聊～hehe

谢谢你们～

现在的藕不再·让你们担心了～

藕想通了～

不会在因为他而让自己难过了～

虽然还会回想过去～

但别担心~

因为曾经深爱过所以需要时间来让这一切消失～

藕不会再爱他了～

藕会让他从藕的世界消失的～

现在的藕慢慢的对他的爱减少了～

留下的只是美好的回忆～

不会再有爱了～

minnie kua u say right~

我慢慢的爱上了单身～

因为我爱自由～xD

藕现在要打算将来了～

会一直努力的读书～

不会再像这些东西了～

因为现在的恋爱是puppy love~

藕相信了daddy说的～

现在谈爱情还早～

就算有也是puppylove而已～

要会保护自己不然会被爱情伤了～

所以他不赞成藕现在交男朋友～

将来出去读书还会遇到更好的～

后悔当初没听他的～

但现在藕知道了也不迟～

只要藕现在专心读书～

读完书后不会没男友～

那时藕不要恋爱他也会找男友给藕～xD

无论要帅还是有钱还是对藕好的多有～

daddy说他做生意的～

只要他的女儿乖努力读书～

不知道多少商家会要藕做他们的媳妇~xD

虽然偶不知真假～

但藕会努力读书的～

不会再不会想了～

藕很幸运因为藕的daddy和藕什么都能谈～

daddy要藕要读就读最好～

只要藕能读无论要去哪读都会支持藕～

但如果不能读那么中五后就去店帮忙～

所以偶不会让他失望的～

SPM！加油

接下来会很少写部落格咯～

但藕会把藕的心情写在这的～

但不会再有他～

因为藕现在的生活没了他的存在～

爱情就免谈了～

现在藕要专心读书～！xD

HAPPY 300 DAYS N 10MONTHS

Juz now c my blog juz c tiok tmr is me wif dear 300days dy lorr~

more few day i oso wif dear 10month dy lor~

i stil rmb when wif 200days time i stil calculate togehter wif him~

do fast 100 days pass dy~

more while we 1years dy~

i early wish HAPPY 10MONTHS wif dear~

i hope we can happy together n endure each cause our thinking alway is negative~

bt we still continue endure each~

hope we real can cause each n change ourself~

i hope we can forever yahh~i love u yahh~

dear muckzzzzzzzzzzz~happy 300days too^^

i like tis song vy much~hope we can like tat~

约定

远处的钟声回荡在雨里

我们在屋檐底下牵着手

幻想教堂里的那场婚礼
是为祝福我俩的婚礼
一路泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力终会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许提
也答应永远不让对方担心你
要做快乐的自己 照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定以争吵很快要喊停
也说没有秘密彼此很透心
我会好好的爱你 傻傻的爱你
不去计较公平不公平
一路泥泞走到了美景
习惯在彼此眼中找勇气
累到无力总会想吻你
才能忘了情路艰辛
你我约定难过的往事不许再提
也答应永远不让对方担心
要做快乐的自己 照顾自己
就算某天一个人孤寂
你我约定以争吵很快就喊停
也说好没有秘密让彼此透心
我会好好的爱你 傻傻的爱你（TAN CHEE TEAN)xD
不去计较公平不公平

听到了吗臭老公？xD
这是藕写去来的噢～
this all is in my heart now i tell u my dearrr~
all the word oso gt meaning want~
i love you~muckzzzzzzzzzzzzz~
i wont force u do tat u din like do d thing^^
wrte all now i happy bac liao~hehe
dunno u c it dy nt~hiak hiak~don touch harrr~xD

missing my blogs

Huh~can i get 1 can i share my feeling to him/her d fren nt??

i juz wan tat can hear i say all my feeling thn juz console me enough dy~

bt dunno y alway oso no one can i share wif them tahn they will noe my feeling~

sometime i choose to keep in my heart at least cant get hurt~

bt tat feeling are vy suffer~

same like nobody noe wad i thinking n my feeling~haiz

at the last juz can let i say out n feel relax juz is write at my blog^^

i choose write at blog is cause tat only the way i can say out all my feeling~

so pls don say me y alway write tat~

i din care my blog leng or i say d thing touch or nt~

i oso no nit ppl c my blog~

i juz wan i write the blog i can feel wad sad oso no dy~

cause all the thing no n my heart dy~

i juz can share or my happy or sad at the blog so pls don come disturb me~

i no nit ppl to c my blog oso ok~

i juz wan find the way let my brain stop thinking~

tuesday nite i dream tiok my dear lor~

before slp wif dear nt vy hapi~

bt dunno i stl dream him~haha

inside my dream is i wif dear marry liao~

hahahahhahahahahaha~

really no wake up ko~

tat feeling was vy happy bt dunno y dear same like nt vy happi~

i juz noe me inside the dream r vy hapi~

i stil sleep beside dear o~hahahha~

bt dunnno y sudden wake up o~

wake up nia i tk my fon vy happi wan msg dear dy~

bt sudden juz think bac my dear playing bad(mssk lor.gao nia.hiakhiak)

thn ut down my fon continue slp~

after wake up thn go trn liao~

after trn wif my jimui chya go kia kia~

buy iu nite wan use d things~

3+thn fetch her bac home thn me wif mummy they go kangar liao~

wait til so long finally 5.00 liao bt dear no msg come yet~

thn wait til dear msg come time wan told him many thing d~

he told me dauble he tk champion liao~

i can feel tat he was vy happy~

my feeling is half happy half disappointed~

cause dear win dy mayb can go camp liao~

bt now no dy~

i choose to gv him go ply til vy hapi~

i will treat never cal him come tis camp so i will more support him^^

no come camp oso nvm dy~

bt i hope he wil go iu nite~

bt he say wan exam dy~huh

bt we cause last nite thing quarrel again~

we cause fb something quarrel~

i already forget it dy bt he delete me from his friendlist~

tat reason is dowan we alway cause fb quarrel~==

he nt first day noe me la~

i sure angry larr~i will feel he no respect me as his gf~

we quarrel again==

i cant accept tat he do like tat~

cause in my opinion tat nt the best way~

nt my thinking wif him alway negative~

so alway quarrel~haizz~

mayb he do like tat real is dowan we alway quarrel~

bt fo me nt like tat~

he do like tat let me feel he same like gt wad scare i c tiok nia~

i din like lai tat~sometime his thinking is good bt nt all i accept want~

after tat he say he add bac me~

wan accept or nt depends on me~lolz

i no accept~cause if he real wan no delete dy~

i dowan cause after quarrel i din like thn he add bac me nt he willing want~

so try to forget it dy~haizz~

alway i cant vy qi dai want~

i more excited real more disappointed~

whole day my feeling is miss him hope he fast msg him n tel him my feeling~

how noe quarrel again~haiz

i noe nt he hope too bt we alway oso like tis~haizzz

all tat happy d feeling oso no dy~TT

he gt his thinking thn me gt my thinking so how say oso same~

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

i wait so long is wan tel him my feeling n plan nite wan go study want~

cause wan exam dy bt i wad oso no prepare dy~haizz

bt all tat mood no dy~ juz noe tred wan go slp hope wake up wad oso forget dy~

i alreasy try to change myself dy~

i dunno u gt feel it or nt bt i real gt trying dy~

i juz a simple girl~

wad oso dowan think dy~

can we don quarrel dy~

when we juz can hapi together~

can i put all my heart on tis relation nt??

i will get hurt or nt??

i already try my best dy~

i juz hope don gt tat day both of us oso feel tired dy~

TT

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

tis few week me n dear gt tk many pic wait 1 day we happy bac dy i juz uopload o~

[WAVEYA] - hyun ah (4 minutes) - Change

i'm nt a good girlfriend

i admit i nt a good girlfriends~

i'm vy small gas~

i vy ba dao~

i vy sensitive~

i vy naughty~

i vy selfish~

i din like to let ppl wad oso wan win~

i juz will like ppl let me onli~

i vy like a bit nia thn angry or "fa pi qi" dy~

bt tat all is me"OOI QIAO HUNG''

if no tat all thn me nt"OOI QIAO HUNG"dy~

i juz can say i wil try to control my'xin ge'~

my i cant 100%change all~

tis feel week wif my dear vy unhappy~

can say everyday oso quarrel~

he say start habit wif me quarrel dy><~

i dunno y alway like a it nia thn angry dy~

in my heart i wan d juz wan same like other cauple we juz can chat til happily~

but alway oso wil gt something let us like tat dy~

i dunno wad wrongs to us~

i oso dunno problem is on u or me~

i noe i vy selfish~

alway u no acc me nia me wil angry dy~

i dunno y i will alway simpl think~

bt i juz wan feel tat ur love care~

thn i wil more believe u dy`

bt alway oso cant~

i noe u study important!

so alway i beh siok when alone time will think bac is my wrong~

tiss few day real vy siannnn~

sometime think i juz disturb ur study~

or feel i real tired dy~

bt stil dowan gv up~

i oso dunno y~

juz alway think i wan how juz can find bac i wan d feel~

i wan how juz can find bac before d us~

bt u same like no support me~

i will be crazy soon~

y alway juz wil blame me no believe you!!!

if i nt cause love u i aready gv up dy!

wad should i so suffer~

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

bt no matter how suffer i oso wont gv up~

i juz wan maintain our relation~

juz tats all~

tel u all 1 good news~

my jimui chya wif keat together bac dy~

they damn sweet now o~

sweet til i oso will jealous her lor~

mayb many thing keat do for chya 1 is i hope my dear can like tat too~

bt he wont like tat want~xD

nvm dy lah~they happy can dy lar~

hope they can together vy vy long yahhh~

jiayou=))

9month~hiak hiak

wow~wif my ah dear 9month dy~

muckzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

chou ah dear arrr~

so fast nia we almost 1 year dy lor~

i will alway remember tat you say u will love me forever~

i will alway remember tat our promiss~10 year^^

i hope all you say wan is seriously~

i wil believe all you say want~

so i oso hope you don let me disappointed~

i wan d juz ur heart~

tat real love me d heart o~

just onli tat~

i wont let it go away form me^^

i waiting this time you tournament~

u say u will prove it~

hope we real can pass it yahh~

hiak hiak~

you alway oso belong wif me!

I LOVE YOU~

CHOU AH DEARRR~

HAPPY 9MONTH YAHHH~

MUCKZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzZZZZzzzz~

0628~

so sui nia~TT

yesterday gv motor crush tiok~TT

pain til i no feeling oso blur ki~juz sit at floor~

after tat gt ppl hug me up thn go inside school~

st.john ppl help me see my leng~

hand n leg gt some blood bt my feet was damn pain d=(

walk oso cant when wan walk inside room stil wan mummy n my maid hug juz can=(

haizz~tot today can go school exam my bc now cant dy~huh

lose ppl dy larrr~yorrr~

tmr oso dunno can go school ma~haope can go lar~at home damn sian lar

yeaterday wait wan talk wif dear~

feel vy sleeply n my leg start pain dy bt stil tahan it~

how now last 5mnit i slp ki liao~huh

alway midnite i wil wake up 1 time d~wake up time 3++liao~

see my fon dear oso no msg n cal me~huh

dunno is oso slp ki le ma~TT

morning 8.00gv ppl do wake up~arghhhhhh

make me cant slp dy~wake up cant walk dunnno wan do wad pun~

alway wait time pass time~i kam muan go school lor~

at home feel time same pass til vy slow nia lor~huh

wake up le go play wif baby~haha

thn watch movie thn eat breakfast thn on9 liao~

after write blog wan go study n wait my dear come bac~hiak hiak

start miss he acc me liao~xD

thn webcam with aunt while ko~

dunno y alway i more excited thn more disappointed TT

my study oso same~tot wil get good result bt cant~haiz

let u all see my bad result~

bm:30%

add math:48%

physics:57%

bi:66

math:68%

pmpi:73%

chemistry:80%

account:80%

my bc n sej no exam because tat time i gt tournament~

today gt exam bc d bt i cant go=(

hope tmr can walk n go school dy~i wan exam my sej lah~huh

tis time exam my bm 11st time take so like tat d mark lor~

i no care tat subjek juz will like tat d~

i now wil more study hard~

2nd exam i sure can win d~i sure can do it~

OOI QIAO HUNG~

u r the best!!

trust urself!jia you!!

saturday cause something wif ah dear quarrel again~

we oso tot tis tme tounament wont quarrel d~

how noe last minutes quarrel dy~

mayb he juz finish tournament tired dy~

bt i sti beh siok something thn make he oso cant tahan lah~

he told me he won dy i oso no say wat wif him~

tat time real beh siok who cal he let me wait so long~

who cal alway wan so ngam i msg go nia thn he msg come dy~

make me gt bit no believe him~

bt tat time quarrel make me vy hurt~

bt dunno y heart no feeling dy~

same like pain til no feeling~

bt tat feel vy suffer~

alway quarrel oso like tat mayb he oso no wad feel juz like tat~

alway tis moment i real no belive him i oso dunno y~

our relation already good bac dy~

i oso find bac all i wan d feeling~

n i can feel he love dy~

bt dunno y alway at tis moment all tat feeling same like gone dy~

after cool down juz wan start find bac again~

i feel vy tired~i vy hard juz find bac sudden same like gone dy wan find agian~

all he promiss me d i an feel it n rmb it~

bt he gt rmb nt~

i belive dy juz scare tat all juz say onli~

mayb i think too much dy~

bt i juz wan tat u can maintain like before tis quarrel n let me believe you~

he alway say i no belive him~

if one relation no believe each other is hard together til happy tats rite~

bt nt juz i wan go believe u is u wan let me believe u too~

say real tis few month i real gt feel dear change more care love me~

i noe u gt try to prove dy~mayb u feel u prove dy bt tat time i stil say like tat~

so u feel vy angry~bt oso dunno y i wil like tat~

i oso vy dislike tat feeling~

cause tat i vy suffer~i oso cant focus on my study~

sunday chat wif my jimui~

chya say is me think too much cal me muz trust you so i no angry dy~

they told many things wif me n cal me don think too much~

i alway think i juz wil disturb you~

cause when u study or trn no acc me i wil unhappy~

dunno y i wil feel scare ~

i alway say support you bt y i stil wan disturb u cant ti liang you~

mayb i real not a good girlfriends~huh

real miracle u wil tahan like me tis small gas d girl so long~haha

chou ah dear i love you~muckzz

after tat quarrel dunno y i sudden feel dear same like no same before dy~

i dunno y gt one vy weird d feeling~

i wan try find bac it again~haiz

i tell myself tis time if i find bac all i wan d feeling i wont let it go dy~

except he din love me dy~^^

my ah dear say he will less acc me liao~

cause he wan tournament dy~

wan trn hard oso wan study hard tis year wan SPM dy lor~

big big liao=)

cal me mu ti liang him o~xD

i will try la yah~bt who cal ur ah bii is so small gas n like simply think d o~blek

ntnt~is wan say is girl oso is like tat d~lalala

is i love you so i juz will worry it~

if one day i wont worry n care you~

mean i no love you dy~

so i alway worry u muz feel hapi cause i love you=)muckzzzx

chou ah dearrr~hiak hiak

my chou ah dear say he like me tis pic~hiak hiak

my ah dear saw my blog dy lor~

he say nice bt same fu yan me d.huh

dunno gt feel tiok bor~

write le same no wad d~

however lah~i gt feel oso ok liao~hiak hiak~

he now tournament liao~

waiting he msg me tel me tat result~

so nth do thn write blog~kakax

juz now go fren house dance o~

dance til same siao kia~haha

later mayb will upload tat pic~

vy siannnnn lor~huh

wan tt liao~gt feel juz write blog liao~

don too miss me har~hahaha~jk

for my ah dearr

0628~i love you!

tis is for my ah dear~

TAN CHEE TEAN is my beloved ah dearr~

chou dear alway cal bii fast write cause he vy excited~

cal me today before 12.15 muz write finish liao~xD

chou ah dearr~

tis shirt is me buy for ah dearr d lehh!

leng zai leh!bt i juz saw he wear 1 time nia~

T.T

wif my ah dear wan 9month liao o~xD

tis 8 month + we cause love juz wil continue til today~

when ah dear te me u 26-3 cant go school~

bii disappointed bt tat no choice nt dear wan d~

when dear tel me cant go camp i vy disappointed n angry~

cause tat time u mayb gt tournament too~

i real vy sad lo~

cause me vy qi dai tis year can wif dear~

bt all i qi dai d all no dy~

haizzz~i more excited more disappointed bt you dunno~

i vy dislike n no happy when u tel me you wan go tournament~

cause like that u wil no time to acc me~

after you come bac we alway juz quarrel~

i dowan like that~

it so hard we juz can happy together i dowan same bac like that agian!

i noe dear change jor many~

will care my feeling many dy~

i oso trust dear love me~

bt cause i love dear so i choose to gv up all my hope wil happen d thing!

i control myself muz ti liang my dear~

so i oso will support you~

i oso will hope dear can win when tournament~

if dear win bii will happy~

if lose bii will more happy~hahahahaha

like that fair ma~hiak hiak

bt bill wil alway belong ah dear d ya~

however i oso wil love dear~

if we can pass til 1 year thn our relation stable dy~

i will jia you d~ah dear too ya^^

hope we don alway quarrel liao harr~

muckzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

ah dear don forget our promiss ya~

muz alway rmb it d yah^^

i like the way u smile~xD

chou ah dearr today gt tournament so bii wan support ah dearr o~

jia you o~

bii alway support dear o~

so my dear sure will win d ya~

bii will help dear pray d o~
dear i love youuuuu!!!!

OOI QIAO HUNG love TAN CHEE TEAN

ah dear wait if lose thn own bii 10 yang~blekk

if win bii own dear 1 yang~hiak hiak

jia you o ah dear~

^^dear after see mai touch til cry har~

hehehe~bt i think dear bo touch tiok d lah.

blekkkkkk!

haiz..

原本以为藕不再需要部落格了

藕可以正常的过藕要的生活

但最终藕还是不能

好不喜欢2011

今年超不开心

好不喜欢

不懂为什么藕始终还不能不能够放下

藕还是会想起

心中有好多好多的？？？？

有好多好多的不甘愿

昨晚和dear聊天

这几天藕和dear之间好像出现了问题

不对

应该说从那个女生出现后我们就时常吵架

到现在藕还是不能过放下

还是会一直提起

那是因为藕不甘愿

为什么他要背叛藕

为什么要亲手毁掉欧对他的信任

藕一直想

到底藕那里做得不好

难道是藕的错

藕没有顾好藕的男人

所以别的女生才将容易夺做了他的心？

虽然就后他还是属于藕

但藕还是很不爽

昨晚藕告诉了他

但他让藕失望了

为什么你总能就叫藕忘了

为什么你可以说得很容易

为什么你不顾藕的感受

为什么？？？？

告诉了你那么多

结果还是一样

虽然藕不是最好的女朋友

虽然藕没有她那样关心你

但我没表达不代表藕不关心你

仍然想不清为什么你会喜欢上他

真的真的很失望

心已经痛道没感觉了

第一次付出那么多的真心

结果伤害得更深

不懂要如何补回心中的疤痕

在怎么的痛

还是选择了继续

今天在学校里

看见他第一次的把藕当作陌生人

心真的很痛

告诉了他

就是不想有天会分手

要他让藕相信他

结果

却是这样

哭久了

泪也干了

心也麻了

就这样没感觉的睡了

心真的很痛

就告诉了嘉babe

说着泪也自然地流了下来

藕控制不了

但说出了后舒服好多了

回到家

最终还是选择了信息他

因为藕知道他不会信息藕

以前就算吵架

到了学校

他还是会找藕

但今天他没有

让藕感觉到他对藕的爱再犹豫了

之后就说起

他向藕坦白

越说心越痛

为什么藕和他的感情可以那样的轻易让别人介入

为什么6个多月的感情比不上几天感情

为什么你的心会因为她而动摇

藕真的很讨厌

为什么藕的付出会是那样的回报

为什么你说你爱藕

但还可以这样

你到底把我们的爱情当作是什么？

我恨那样的爱情

可以不要再让藕的心碎了吗？

藕的心快受不了了

藕也会累了

刚才看了别人的部落格

好羡慕他们

好羡慕他们拥有很稳定的感情

好羡慕她的男朋友很疼

藕只要藕的男朋友

在藕低落时安慰藕

可以鼓力着藕

最重要是他爱藕

它只属于藕的

是藕的男人

而不是别人也可以拥有他

藕要他不可以把我们的爱情当做只是可玩笑

藕一支很羡慕一对情侣

虽然他们是同性恋

但他们的感情超好

藕也要

藕每一次告诉dear

但他更本就在敷衍藕

他不懂藕在暗示他

但藕和他是不可能那样的

所以藕只能羡慕

但至少要他爱藕就好了他t.t

藕希望他可以为藕改变一切

虽然他爱开玩笑

但藕会把它当真

不希望有天藕绝望了

藕会退出

wow..miss my blog

wowwwwwww..vy long no write blog dy..
dunno wan at whr start say..hiak hiak
my dear no use fon dy..
starting miss he can acc me..
dunno when juz can same bac be4..
dunno i can wait til whn..
oso starting simply think liao..haiz
juz now go cut hair wif my ji mui ying n chya..
jimui chya say 3.00 cut hair..
bt me sick feel un well thn go slp..hiak hiak
how noe my dear call come..
i tot is jimui chya..
ans le hear tiok is he sound happy nia..
cause i tot today he will no find me..
after talk while i wan go cut hair liao..
reach til thr stil same no wake up ko..
sembang wif my jimui..
wait til 3 oso finish cut 6.00 dy lor..
whole day no eat so feel vy hungry..
go eat wif my jimui..
we at thr sembang..
say many many thing lor..
gt mood say til no mood.
haizzzz..
chya bac ying house..
me no go cause feel tired dy..
oso wan study dy..
bac til home on9 belak><
cause wan see dear gt on9 bo..
he bo on..huhuhuh..
i miss he><
nth say oso dy..
wan go study liao..
hiak hiak
wan be a good student..xD

The last chance for you n me

think so long..
after that oso choose to gv us one more chance..
althought forgive you..
but my heart still cant accept it..
just wan think back i will gt that feel dowan choi you..
yesterday go tt i wad oso no say..
my ji mui oso noe dy..
they ask me..
i tot i can forgive he..
bt me no believe he dy..
a bit oso no..
i wan try to believe bt i will feel he will lie me..
i put too many love on this relation..
i wan push back myself..
i scare 1 day i will more hurt..
juz feel damn tired dy..
i just wan a simple life..
i tot tis year will let my life more hapi..
bt tis year me sad more thn hapi..
tis year let me feel vy pressure..
i just wan tat normal life..
tis real is the last chance..
i feel tired le..
if stil one more time i real will choose gv up..
if u no care tis relation i oso nth to say..
today at school mood still gt a bit down..
no go think thn ntg think le no hapi again..
chya babe call me don think so much..
thn at class joke wif ah feng they hapi back le..
they alway at thr say bobo d..
me n chya babe alway laught nia..haha
same class wif them damn hapi d..xD
ply ply thn 1day at school pass dy..
mai think so many le..
believe him 1 more time..

i damn hate ppl lie me

i damn hate ppl who lie me..
i try to believe u..
open my eye than miss u..
no think so muz juz believe u..
bt open open my come let me see din like see eh thing..
u tell me u 2 nth..
i real try to believe le..
bt i now cant to believe it..
see oso noe tat girl like u..
u can cause wan chat wif her call me wait u..
i now oso think whn u go tournament no find me oso cause she..
u tell me u wan slp le bt go chat wif her..
u change ur pass oso is scare let me c tiok some i cant see eh thing..
u can online chat wif her so siok..
i go ur profile write wad u alway oso delete..
tat all i oso noe juz no say..
if u no feel wif her u wont like that..
many many thing let me cant to believe u..
so hope that all juz me simply thing..
i real dunno wan how believe u..
love me or nt i oso dunno dy..
i juz noe i try my best to do a good gf dy..
bt stil cant take ur heart..
i wad oso can let..
bt cant let 1 girl in our life..
tat girl still can good thn me n u..
u care her more thn care me..
i cant accept it..
u tell me wont gt 3rd ppl in our life..
u say u 2 nth thn if i say cause me thn don good wif tat girl u can or nt?
u can cause love me n do that ma..
u no say i oso noe that ans dy..
u sure cant..
bt i can tell u..
if still lai tat one day i will cause that girl n break wif u..
i will cause love u change to hate u..
i hate now!!!!!
y alway juz let me sad..
when we juz can same bac be4
i think cant dy..
all juz change to be our memories..

i want back that happy want me~`

arghhhhhhhhhhh..dunno why..
new one year oso same..
no that feeling excited and happy..
my feeling still is so down..
i ady try to learn how be
a good student
a good children
a good girlfriend
alway got some thing disturb me..
haizzzzzz..
when can i happy everyday..
tis year oso still feel vy tired..
nt..is more tired..
more presure for me dy..
i wan happy lahhhhhhhhhhh..
haizzzzzzzzz..

t_t

finally open school dy lor..
1st day go school gt bit scare..
because dunno teacher wil choose me go what class..
1st day go teacher tell us in wad class dy..
i in ak1,chay babe in f2,ying jimui in f3 n yunn baby in tm1..
we all no same class..haizz
i dowan in ak1 so go find teacher and say i want to change class..
teacher call me wait 1st..
i go that class i seen inside tat class nt human study want..
they all dowan study wan i go there oso will no use dy..
i at thr study 2 day..
yesterday i go find teacher finally he gv me change dy..
call me bac home write 1 letter thn can dy..
2day i take that letter for him..
my headmaster also at there..
i gv him see my letter..
he ask me if my 1st time exam result no good thn how?
change back me go that class..
i dowan bt i tel him i will try my best..
bt gt some ppl unlike me because i can change class..
i oso no go care it..
because that is my future i wont cause that give up my future..
i promiss my family,my teacher dy..
i will study hard wont let them dissappointed again..
i wont care what about u all say..
u all beh siok i can in u all cant..
i just will feel u all very childish..
thn i tell u all..
i can in is because i real gt that heart to study..
so teacher choose to believe me..
nt cause my pmr result no good thn close with teacher than he give me in..
don't missunderstand that..
pmr result no god cant prove i cant to study..
i now will try my best to study hard n prove for u all see
me OOI QIAO HUNG oso is good girl..
i nt before that dunno think want dy..
just open school i ady very unhappy dy..
haizz..
i want to care too many thing dy..
i oso got many presure..
so i hope that rubbish thing don't disturb my new life..
i just want a simple life..
that can let me feel very happy..
just study..
i dowan to think many dy..
i dowan waste my form4 time..
n just want continue wif my laogong..
don gt 3rd ppl will in my life..
i ady try my best to prove my love dy..
if 1day he choose to give up me i oso cant to do what..
juz hope no got that day=)
just lai tat..
that is me in 2011..
start my new life..
jia you