i want back that happy want me~`

arghhhhhhhhhhh..dunno why..
new one year oso same..
no that feeling excited and happy..
my feeling still is so down..
i ady try to learn how be
a good student
a good children
a good girlfriend
alway got some thing disturb me..
haizzzzzz..
when can i happy everyday..
tis year oso still feel vy tired..
nt..is more tired..
more presure for me dy..
i wan happy lahhhhhhhhhhh..
haizzzzzzzzz..